I'm quite socially inept. Any of you that knew me in form three and earlier (I think that's only kai) would know that I was, and probably still am, a very shy person. Actually, I'd hazard to say that more of you know cause it shows through sometimes, but constant proof was given at that time. Now I'm trying to think of how to say this without making it sound lame and pity-me-ish XD I do realise that blogging is kind of anti-shy, but blogging is just writing and you can ignore the fact that people are going to read it and comment as you are writing it. I hate conversations that are dull and dry and meaningless. I mean, that have a lack of feeling and interest, so rather than do that I stay quiet. If I don't feel up to taking an interest and really connecting, I won't talk. Happens.
Actually that sounds like I don't actually interest myself in the things the people around me find interesting. *what an awkward blogpost* I do care. It just takes brain power I don't always feel I have (as was the case last night).
Basically, what I'm trying to say is that I don't mean to be a snob or rude or whatever. Between my brain and my mouth things get distorted and I'd rather not offend XD I've said it before and I'll say it again. Language is such a fickle thing. For all its beauty it can be so useless.
Thinking is more interesting than knowing, but less interesting than looking. - Goethe